Growing up in a household where spirituality was highly valued, it was only natural for me to start my own spiritual journey at a young age. At the tender age of 7, I made the decision to become a vegetarian, inspired by my parents' beliefs and values. This was a significant step for me as it not only showed my commitment to a more compassionate way of living, but it also opened my eyes to the interconnectedness of all beings. From that point on, I started to view food as more than just sustenance, but as a means of nourishing my body, mind, and soul.
As I grew older, I continued to follow a vegetarian diet and also adopted other spiritual practices such as meditation and prayer. These practices helped me to develop a deeper understanding of my inner self and connect with a higher power. I found solace in these practices, especially during challenging times, and they became an integral part of my daily routine.
One of the most significant decisions I made on my spiritual journey was to abstain from alcohol and smoking. While these may be perceived as harmless indulgences by some, I knew deep down that they did not align with my spiritual beliefs and values. I have seen firsthand the destructive effects of alcohol and smoking on individuals and their relationships, and I never wanted to be a part of that. Instead, I have chosen to nourish my body with healthy habits and surround myself with positive influences.
I had been aware of my psychic gift since childhood, but it wasn't until later in life that I fully embraced it and began using it to help others. The turning point came when my husband John tragically passed away.
We'd been together since I was 19, when John had come to work for my dad's bus company. Although 24 years older than me, I'd soon fallen for his sense of humour and kind, generous nature. Our daughter Saffron, was born in 1999 and we'd married a year later.
Sadly, John drifted into a coma. Just before John fell into a coma he grabbed my hand, kissing it three times, adding "Give my love to Samurai and Sapphire" (our beloved dogs). He never spoke again. The next day on 7th April he passed away, Saffron and I at his side. He was 64.
On the night of his death something told me to go to the local spiritualist church in Swindon. I have been aware of my psychic channelling gift since childhood, when I first started receiving information from the angelic realm, which has continued throughout my life. For example, recently in 2017, someone had been prescribed a drug called bumetanide by a doctor and soon afterwards I sensed a psychic message, warning the patient to check the prescription. It was discovered that the pharmacist was overdosing his patient. As a result, the prescription was amended, before it became fatal.
Responding to the prompt I sensed, with my daughter Saffron, we made our way to the local spiritualist church. When the very first message came through from the platform Saffron and I gasped. "I've got a gentleman here who passed not long ago," the medium said. "He had diabetes and a heart condition. I'm being shown a ring, a watch and a German Shepherd..."
Saffron's hand shot up. I'd had a German Shepherd when I met John, and he'd given Saffron his watch and ring to look after in the hospital. "That's my dad. He passed today," she said. "Your dad's telling me he's alright and his dad Jack met him at the time of his passing. He said everything's OK, you have no need to worry," the medium said kindly. (Amazingly, John's dad was called Jack.)
A few months later Saffron booked a phone reading with a psychic medium named Kerin Webb. As soon as the reading began, John's spirit came through with some astonishing evidence. He first referred to his ring, which Saffron confirmed she was wearing on a chain around her neck, as per his request. Moments later, he mentioned one of his belts, which Saffron revealed she was wearing at that very moment. It was clear that this was no coincidence, and that John's spirit was truly present in the reading.
After validating himself through these items, John then proceeded to share heart-warming messages of love with Saffron through Kerin. It was a truly moving experience for Saffron, and she couldn't believe how accurately Kerin was able to connect with her dad.
Impressed by Kerin's abilities, I had decided to book a reading for myself. This time, among other meaningful validations, John mentioned a Roy Orbison song that he had loved. This was a song that I had not thought about in a long time, and it was a clear sign that John's spirit was still with me watching over me.
As I continued to develop spiritually, I started to notice my own abilities as a psychic medium. During a recent reading, I had received two unusual names of dogs, which I had presented to the sitter. To my amazement, the sitter confirmed that these were the names of his parents' childhood dogs, over 70 years ago. What was even more remarkable was that when I had given the name of the sitter's father's dog, I was inspired to explain that the dog was now 'jumping around'. This detail was particularly astounding because the dog had a broken leg when it was alive, showing that in the spirit world, it was no longer limited by its infirmity.
One year after John's passing, I had asked Kerin to help with a charity psychic mediumship night I was organising to support children in Kenya. It was during this event that I had met Kerin in person. From the moment we met, there was an instant and strong connection between us. It was as if we had known each other forever. Before long, we had started dating and six weeks later, in June 2019, Kerin proposed on Glastonbury Tor. We got married in December of that same year.
2020 was a year unlike any other, with the COVID-19 pandemic sweeping the world and imposing lockdowns and restrictions upon us all. Like many others, I found myself stuck at home, unsure of what the future held. Little did I know, this time would lead to a truly life-changing experience.
One morning during the lockdown, I woke up to find that my spirit team had presented me with some oracle card descriptions. These were not just any ordinary cards, but ones that held powerful messages and guidance from the spirit world. The headings of the cards came to me quickly, followed by their descriptions. Over the following days, the expanded meanings of each card also came to me.
I was amazed and overwhelmed by this sudden influx of information. I had made no conscious plans to embark upon such a project, so I was pleasantly surprised by the outcome. With the help of my spirit team, I was able to create a deck of oracle cards that I named 'Divine Inspiration - The Power of the Words.'
But the journey did not end there. In August of 2020, with the support of Kerin, we published a love oracle deck called 'Soul Connections - When Two Hearts Meet.'
However, our desire to help others did not stop there. We were both keenly aware of the pain and grief that many people were experiencing during this difficult time. And so, we decided to create another deck of oracle cards, this time focused on promoting a sense of well-being and healing. In December of 2021, we published 'Power of Healing Guidance' cards, which aim to provide comfort, support, and guidance to those in need.
Our work and dedication did not go unnoticed, and soon we created yet another deck of oracle cards. This time, the focus was on love and relationships from an angelic perspective. And so, 'Angelic Love & Relationships Oracle' cards were born.
As we continue to be led by the spirit world, we have no doubt that more guidance and oracle cards will be created. It is an honor and a privilege to be able to share messages of love, healing, and guidance with the world through these cards. And we are grateful for the opportunity to help others through their journey of self-discovery and growth.
Personally, this experience has changed my life in ways I could have never imagined. I have always been a spiritual person, but this journey has deepened my connection to the spirit world and has shown me the power and beauty of working with my spirit team. It has also brought me more and more closer to my husband Kerin, who has been a constant support and inspiration throughout this journey.
But perhaps the most significant change has been within myself. I have always been a private person, but sharing these messages with the world has allowed me to open up and connect with others on a deeper level. It has also given me a sense of purpose and fulfillment, knowing that I am making a positive impact in the lives of others.
Of course, I will always miss my late husband John, but I am grateful for the spirit world and for Kerin, who have helped me turn my grief into something meaningful and healing for others. This experience has truly shown me the power of the spirit world and how it can transform our lives if we are open to receiving its guidance.
In conclusion, my journey with oracle cards during the lockdown of 2020 has been a truly life-changing experience. It has shown me that even in the most challenging of times, there is always a glimmer of hope and a path towards healing and growth. And I am excited to see where this journey will take me next, as I continue to follow the guidance of my spirit team and share their messages with the world.
Kerin had received a message from my late husband John. He said that "you will see a toad".
The next morning, as I was about to leave for the grocery store, I stepped out onto our driveway and there it was - a toad, sitting right in front of me. I couldn't believe my eyes. I called out to Kerin, who was still inside the house, and he came rushing out to see for himself. We both stared at the toad in amazement, and I couldn't help but feel a sense of comfort and warmth wash over me.
Following John's message, we carefully picked up the toad and took it to a nearby park, where we released it into a safe and suitable habitat, we watched it hop away into the bushes.
This experience has validated the fact that our loved ones never truly leave us. They may not be physically present, but their spirits are always around us, guiding us and sending us messages when we need them the most. It is up to us to be open to these signs and to trust in the unseen forces that are constantly at work in our lives.
The significance of the toad in this experience cannot be overlooked. In many cultures and belief systems, the toad is often seen as a symbol of transformation, rebirth, and guidance from the spirit world. It is believed that they carry a strong spiritual energy and can act as messengers between the physical and spiritual realms.
For me, this encounter with the toad was a powerful reminder that my husband's spirit is still very much present in my life. It was a message of love, comfort, and reassurance that he is always watching over me. It was a reminder to trust in the unseen and to have faith that everything happens for a reason.
In a world where we are so consumed by the tangible and the material, it is important to remember that there is a spiritual dimension to our existence as well. Our loved ones may no longer be physically present, but their spirits live on, and they continue to play a significant role in our lives.
So the next time you come across a strange coincidence or a seemingly random encounter, take a moment to pause and reflect. It could very well be a message from a loved one in spirit, reminding you that they are always with you.
My encounter is a reminder that our loved ones never truly leave us, and that they will always find a way to let us know they are still with us. So the next time you see a butterfly or hear a song that reminds you of someone who has passed away, take a moment to cherish the message and know that they are still with you, watching over you.