It all began when my husband John passed away. We'd been together since I was 19, when John had come to work for my dad's bus company. Although 24 years older than me, I'd soon fallen for his sense of humour and kind, generous nature. Our daughter Saffron, was born in 1999 and we'd married a year later.
Sadly, John drifted into a coma. Just before John fell into a coma he grabbed my hand, kissing it three times, adding "Give my love to Samurai and Sapphire" (our beloved dogs). He never spoke again. The next day on 7th April he passed away, Saffron and I at his side. He was 64.
On the night of his death something told me to go to the local spiritualist church in Swindon. I have been aware of my psychic channelling gift since childhood, when I first started receiving information from the angelic realm, which has continued throughout my life. For example, recently in 2017, someone had been prescribed a drug called bumetanide by a doctor and soon afterwards I sensed a psychic message, warning the patient to check the prescription. It was discovered that the pharmacist was overdosing his patient. As a result, the prescription was amended, before it became fatal.
Responding to the prompt I sensed, with my daughter Saffron, we made our way to the local spiritualist church. When the very first message came through from the platform Saffron and I gasped. "I've got a gentleman here who passed not long ago," the medium Ryan Matthews said. "He had diabetes and a heart condition. I'm being shown a ring, a watch and a German Shepherd..."
Saffron's hand shot up. I'd had a German Shepherd when I met John, and he'd given Saffron his watch and ring to look after in the hospital. "That's my dad. He passed today," she said.
"Your dad's telling me he's alright and his dad Jack met him at the time of his passing. He said everything's OK, you have no need to worry," Ryan said kindly. (Amazingly, John's dad was called Jack.)
A few months later Saffron booked a phone reading with a psychic medium named Kerin Webb, immediately Kerin had started the reading John came through with some great evidence. For example, at one point he referred to his ring. In reply Saffron told Kerin that he’d asked her to wear his wedding ring on a chain around her neck, which she does. Moments later, through Kerin, John referred to one of his belts. In reply, Saffron told Kerin she was WEARING HIS BELT as they spoke! After validating himself in this manner he then had some heart-warming messages of love.
Impressed, I booked a telephone reading with Kerin myself. This time, amongst other meaningful validations, he mentioned a Roy Orbison song to me that John had loved.
By now I was further developing spiritually myself. For example, when giving a reading recently, I received two unusual names of dogs, which I presented to the sitter, who confirmed that one dog's name was his mother's childhood dog, of over 70 years ago whilst the other dog was his father's childhood dog, of over 70 years ago. What was especially remarkable in this instance was that when I gave the name of the sitter's father's dog, I was inspired to explain that this dog was 'jumping around' now, which amazed the sitter, because this dog had broken its leg when alive, so the message demonstrated that the spirit dog was no longer limited by an infirmity.
One year on from John's death, I asked Kerin to help with a charity psychic mediumship night I was organising.
As soon as I met Kerin in person I felt an instant strong connection. It was like we'd known each other forever! Before long we'd started dating and six weeks later in June 2019 Kerin proposed, on Glastonbury Tor. We married that December.
In 2020 early one morning during lockdown, I woke to find my spirit team had presented me with some oracle card descriptions. Card headings were followed quickly by the descriptions. Then the expanded meanings of each card came to me, over the following days. Within a week, the cards were ready, and I had sourced a designer and printing company. I had made no conscious plans to embark upon such a project, so I was pleasantly surprised by the outcome. The cards were named Divine Inspiration - The Power of the Words.
In August 2020, with Kerin I published a love oracle, called Soul Connections - When Two Hearts Meet. But we didn't stop there. Keen to help others who'd experienced grief and pain, we created the Power of Healing Guidance cards. Published in December 2021 the deck aims to promote a sense of wellbeing. Afterwards we then created the Angelic Love & Relationships Oracle cards. As we're led by Spirit we will produce more guidance and oracle cards.
I'll always miss John, but thanks to the spirit world and Kerin I'm now helping others. The spirit world has changed my life.